"It's never too late to become what you might have been"
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Fido
No, this post isn't about my cell phone company, it was about the quirky Canadian-made movie I saw last night, starring Carrie-Anne Moss and Billy Connolly. I was pleasantly surprised at this comedy-horror mixture. There were some really corny lines but in the end, I really liked it. I'm glad because the last two movies I saw (Number 23 and Ghost Rider) were absolute duds. Next up is probably Premonition with Lily tonight.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Bye for Now
And so begins a well-deserved holidays for me, as the week didn't exactly end on a positive note work-wise. I look forward to visiting my good friend Johnny down in Portland, as well as: buying candies for Mom, booze and cigarettes for Daryl, checking out the coolest bookstore in the world, and eating Mongolian BBQ, and of course catching up on old times with Mr. Mc. I haven't decided yet if I will Greyhound it or Honda Fit it, but either way I can't wait. See you all on March 25.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Torture
And so ends a long and frustrating week at work. I had to work 6 days in a row due to the usual management holidays. At least after my days off I only work 4 days before I'm off again. It wasn't the best of weeks at work, all graveyard shifts. According to the higher ups, I made some incorrect decisions which I still stand behind. But what can you do?
I'm awaiting my holiday, even if it's to a silly crossword tournament in Connecticut. Anything to get away from thinking about work.
I'm awaiting my holiday, even if it's to a silly crossword tournament in Connecticut. Anything to get away from thinking about work.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Ghost Rider
Last night I went to see yet another "adapted from the comics" movie, this one starring the guy who named his baby Kal-El Cage. All I can say is I should be more selective in choosing the movies I see, because I saw another bomb. After Music and Lyrics early in the month (which I liked), I've seen two really bad movies with supposedly good actors (Number 23 with Jim Carrey and Ghost Rider with Nicholas Cage).
The fact that I'd never read the comic Ghost Rider probably had something to do with the confusion I felt in the movie. It just didn't make sense. Perhaps the only good thing about the movie is that every once in a while I got to see Eva Mendez' cleavage because they definitely had that in mind when they selected her wardrobe in the movie. If you can get a hold of ANY clips with her in the movie you'll see what I mean.
The fact that I'd never read the comic Ghost Rider probably had something to do with the confusion I felt in the movie. It just didn't make sense. Perhaps the only good thing about the movie is that every once in a while I got to see Eva Mendez' cleavage because they definitely had that in mind when they selected her wardrobe in the movie. If you can get a hold of ANY clips with her in the movie you'll see what I mean.
Monday, February 26, 2007
Pissed Off
This bloody kidney stone is really frustrating. On one hand, I've felt pretty painless since my brief stay in emergency. They detected the 4mm kidney stone and now it's a matter of it passing. Supposedly 85% of them pass within 1 or 2 days. Luckily for me I always defy the odds so now I'm on day 3. Every time I go take a piss I wonder if it's THE TIME. Just get it over with and let me have the painful pee that is usually required. Then again, maybe the stone managed to already sneak through (because I really don't feel much these days). Just get it over with.
Now aren't you glad you read this entry?
Now aren't you glad you read this entry?
Sunday, February 25, 2007
The Number 23
No use waiting at home for my friggin' kidney stone to come out so I decided to go watch this Jim Carrey "thriller" despite a lot of negative reviews. Perhaps the movie would be so bad my kidney stone would pass. The movie was pretty bad but my kidney stone didn't pass.
The movie made no sense. Yes, I know about a lot of these connections with the number 23 but that didn't make the film any more sensible. Yuk, I should have gone to see Ghost Rider.
And now back to my suffering.
The movie made no sense. Yes, I know about a lot of these connections with the number 23 but that didn't make the film any more sensible. Yuk, I should have gone to see Ghost Rider.
And now back to my suffering.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Pain Threshold
So that's what having a kidney stone feels like. And so for the first time in over 13 years, I'm calling in sick for two days. Hopefully this friggin' stone gets pissed off soon enough (hmm, that sounds hilarious on second reading).
Thursday, February 22, 2007
But Seriously Folks
I've begun to change a bit at work, acting more seriously (and therefore more professional?) because I know for a fact that my "Mr. Nice Guy" persona means that I can easily be taken advantage of (and I have). Interestingly, a number of people have come up to me and ask me if something's wrong with me. They're used to the "Happy Go Lucky" atmosphere that I try to convey at work, but now it's a bit different. They have to do their job... and as long as they do that I have no problem. I snapped at two dealers because they decided to switch tables without telling me. We'll see how this turns out.
Just a thought, a really mean girl is called a bitch, what's a really mean guy called?
Just a thought, a really mean girl is called a bitch, what's a really mean guy called?
Monday, February 19, 2007
Words from a Friend
The following is taken word for word from the blog of my old friend, johnnymc. The words are hauntingly similar to those I would have written for myself.
"There are times when I am not so sure that things are at closure. Though it is obvious by this time in my life that relationships from a decade ago or longer are long over, apparently my greatest thrill in life is wishing to 'try again' at old jobs, relationships, etc where I know I can do 'better'.
This of course is all horse puckey since hindsight is just that; a view of the past with wisdom to do 'right' where you did 'wrong' and cannot be reversed.
These things should not be dwelled upon, unlike my realization to let go, inasmuch as my life needs to continue forward - growing with these past experiences and blooming future endeavors to be more productive and successful."
- Johnny McMenamin
"There are times when I am not so sure that things are at closure. Though it is obvious by this time in my life that relationships from a decade ago or longer are long over, apparently my greatest thrill in life is wishing to 'try again' at old jobs, relationships, etc where I know I can do 'better'.
This of course is all horse puckey since hindsight is just that; a view of the past with wisdom to do 'right' where you did 'wrong' and cannot be reversed.
These things should not be dwelled upon, unlike my realization to let go, inasmuch as my life needs to continue forward - growing with these past experiences and blooming future endeavors to be more productive and successful."
- Johnny McMenamin
Friday, February 16, 2007
ThankYou Mr. President
Thanks to President Bush, all Canadians wishing to fly to the States (as of January 21) had to get a Canadian passport. I haven't had one for 10 years because I've never needed one. But I needed one now, and yes, it was my fault for waiting so long but I figured that the lineups to get one wouldn't be as long one month after the deadline. Well I got to the "end of the line" at 8:33am this morning, and waited... and waited... I did not leave the Passport Office until 2:25pm. This was after I'd completed a 10:30pm-6:30am shift. I'm gonna be friggin' grumpy at work tonight.
Boy I can't wait to do this again in five years. No wonder nobody likes that Bush dude. Sorry Johnny, I really can't stand the guy.
Boy I can't wait to do this again in five years. No wonder nobody likes that Bush dude. Sorry Johnny, I really can't stand the guy.
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Music and Lyrics
In truly masochistic fashion, I decided the best cure for my Valentine's Day blues was to go BY MYSELF to see a romantic movie. And it just so happened that this movie was out today. I sat down expecting the usual formula:
boy meets girl
boy and girl falls in love
boy does/says something to upset the girl
boy and girl break up
boy does something mushy and gets girl back
The movie itself could be summarized with the above formula, but it was a lot more than that. I found myself travelling down nostalgia lane. The opening music video had me (and most of the theater) in stitches because it was so 80's (which was its goal), and in fact, so WHAM! In fact, the main character reminded me so much of Andrew Ridgeley (you know, the OTHER guy that was part of WHAM!).
Both Hugh Grant (Four Weddings and a Funeral, Notting Hill, et al) and Drew Barrymore (Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, et al) have done these movies before and there was nothing spectacular about their performances but nevertheless I enjoyed the movie. I also like the song that the two characters wrote together. Maybe it will become an actual hit?
boy meets girl
boy and girl falls in love
boy does/says something to upset the girl
boy and girl break up
boy does something mushy and gets girl back
The movie itself could be summarized with the above formula, but it was a lot more than that. I found myself travelling down nostalgia lane. The opening music video had me (and most of the theater) in stitches because it was so 80's (which was its goal), and in fact, so WHAM! In fact, the main character reminded me so much of Andrew Ridgeley (you know, the OTHER guy that was part of WHAM!).
Both Hugh Grant (Four Weddings and a Funeral, Notting Hill, et al) and Drew Barrymore (Wedding Singer, 50 First Dates, et al) have done these movies before and there was nothing spectacular about their performances but nevertheless I enjoyed the movie. I also like the song that the two characters wrote together. Maybe it will become an actual hit?
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Yuk
And so begins the most overrated day each year. People (like me) without a loved one to spend with curse February 14 because it makes them feel that much lonelier. I can't go out anywhere because the thought of going somewhere by myself on Valentine's Day is silly. So I have a dentist appointment at 2:15pm instead.
Monday, February 12, 2007
Ennui
It's been a boring week at work but at least I'll finally have two days off after tonight's 10:30pm shift. There was one graveyard managing shift but other than that, it's been all late night supervising shifts. I found myself staring endlessly into space. Unfortunately it will be more of the same as next week is also to be comprised of supervising shifts.
Friday, February 09, 2007
Anna Nicole Smith
When she was alive, I have to admit I thought her life was a joke. From her marriage to someone 60 years older than she was, to her weight/drug/alcohol problems, I couldn't believe how silly she was.
But in the end, she died too young. I don't care how she died, but her death mirrors a lot like that of another blonde whose life was cut way too short. Elton John sang about the death of one Marilyn Monroe and this one is just as tragic. She leaves behind a 5-month-old daughter who will never get to know her mother.
Rest in peace, Anna Nicole Smith. I hope you are at peace.
But in the end, she died too young. I don't care how she died, but her death mirrors a lot like that of another blonde whose life was cut way too short. Elton John sang about the death of one Marilyn Monroe and this one is just as tragic. She leaves behind a 5-month-old daughter who will never get to know her mother.
Rest in peace, Anna Nicole Smith. I hope you are at peace.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Laughter is Contagious
This must be the most hilarious video I've seen in a long time. I haven't laughed this hard in a long time. I dare you not to.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Work is Cool
I had a great night (and morning?) at work yesterday. The casino was busy and as a graveyard manager it is my responsbility to close tables and run the floor as efficiently as possible. Every now and then staff will have to incur overtime, and for a long time it looked as if that would happen. Rather than close tables haphazardly, I managed to do everything efficiently and somehow, some way, everybody went home on time. Some of the staff were amazed that I pulled it off. I love my job again. Stress actually is a great drug for me.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Another Week
Two graveyard floor shifts to start the week, and then who knows. My schedule keeps changing as the week goes on, as it seems even the managers have to call in sick once in a while. But, as I've said time and time again, that's work.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
What Time is It?
Friday January 26: 10:45pm-6:30am, but stayed OT until 8:30am!
Saturday January 27: 10:30pm-6:30am
Sunday January 28: 9pm-5am, but changed to 11:15pm-7:15am
Monday January 29: 3:15pm-11:15pm
Sleep who needs sleep when I have Red Bull at work?
Saturday January 27: 10:30pm-6:30am
Sunday January 28: 9pm-5am, but changed to 11:15pm-7:15am
Monday January 29: 3:15pm-11:15pm
Sleep who needs sleep when I have Red Bull at work?
Thursday, January 25, 2007
I Like Dreaming
So the video is not the actual video but who cares. I forgot how much I used to love this song and now I can't stop listening to it. I also can't believe that it was thirty years ago when Kenny Nolan had this song near the top of the Billboard charts. Enjoy.
I like dreamin' cause dreamin' can make you mine.
I like dreamin', closing my eyes and feeling fine.
When the lights go down, I'm holding you so tight.
Got you in my arms and it's paradise 'til the morning
light.
I see us on the shore beneath the bright sunshine.
We've walked along St. Thomas Beach a million times.
Hand in hand, two barefoot lovers kissing in the sand.
Side by side, the tide rolls in.
I'm touching you, you're touching me.
If only it could be.
Chorus
Through each dream, how our love has grown.
I see us with our children and our happy home.
Little smiles, so warm and tender looking up at us.
Blessed by love, the world we share
Until I wake, and reach for you,
And you're just not there.
I like dreamin' 'cause dreaming can make you mine.
I like holding you close and touching your skin
Even if it's in my mind.
Oh, sweet dream baby, I love you
Oh, my sweet dream baby
Don`t keep me waiting all my life
I need you, sweet dream baby
I love you, sweet dream baby
You`re in my dreams every night.....
-- Kenny Nolan
I like dreamin' cause dreamin' can make you mine.
I like dreamin', closing my eyes and feeling fine.
When the lights go down, I'm holding you so tight.
Got you in my arms and it's paradise 'til the morning
light.
I see us on the shore beneath the bright sunshine.
We've walked along St. Thomas Beach a million times.
Hand in hand, two barefoot lovers kissing in the sand.
Side by side, the tide rolls in.
I'm touching you, you're touching me.
If only it could be.
Chorus
Through each dream, how our love has grown.
I see us with our children and our happy home.
Little smiles, so warm and tender looking up at us.
Blessed by love, the world we share
Until I wake, and reach for you,
And you're just not there.
I like dreamin' 'cause dreaming can make you mine.
I like holding you close and touching your skin
Even if it's in my mind.
Oh, sweet dream baby, I love you
Oh, my sweet dream baby
Don`t keep me waiting all my life
I need you, sweet dream baby
I love you, sweet dream baby
You`re in my dreams every night.....
-- Kenny Nolan
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Oscar Predictions
Why wait, I'm confident enough with the following predictions. Let's see how close I am.
Best Picture: The Departed (although I suspect Little Miss Sunshine will get a lot of buzz as the night rolls near; it's one of those years)
Best Actor: Peter O'Toole (even though Forrest Whittaker should win, they'll hand it to O'Toole so he won't end up 0 for 8 in nominations)
Best Actress: Helen Mirren (bet the farm on this one)
Best Supporting Actor: Eddie Murphy (but damn, what a comeback for Jackie Earle Haley; remember him from Bad News Bears?)
Best Supporting Actress: Rinku Kikuchi (strictly sentimental because she was so hot in Babel; I know Jennifer Hudson is the front runner and Abigail Breslin stole the show as a 10-year-old in Little Miss Sunshine)
Best Director: Martin Scorcese (if he doesn't win this time...)
Best Picture: The Departed (although I suspect Little Miss Sunshine will get a lot of buzz as the night rolls near; it's one of those years)
Best Actor: Peter O'Toole (even though Forrest Whittaker should win, they'll hand it to O'Toole so he won't end up 0 for 8 in nominations)
Best Actress: Helen Mirren (bet the farm on this one)
Best Supporting Actor: Eddie Murphy (but damn, what a comeback for Jackie Earle Haley; remember him from Bad News Bears?)
Best Supporting Actress: Rinku Kikuchi (strictly sentimental because she was so hot in Babel; I know Jennifer Hudson is the front runner and Abigail Breslin stole the show as a 10-year-old in Little Miss Sunshine)
Best Director: Martin Scorcese (if he doesn't win this time...)
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
zzzz
I'm back into a rut at work. As expected, my supervising shifts are nothing but excuses to count the ceiling tiles and pace nonchalantly back and forth in the pit. After my almost month of straight managing at the end of 2006, going back to supervising (even if part time) is just soooo boring. But I have no choice of course. I have to accept what I get and be satisfied.
I have to set some goals for myself this year. Thing seem like an endless cycle of work/eat/sleep. I need to do something better with my time.
I was at the bookstore and came across a new book called "The Secret". I browsed through some of it and it seems quite interesting.
I have to set some goals for myself this year. Thing seem like an endless cycle of work/eat/sleep. I need to do something better with my time.
I was at the bookstore and came across a new book called "The Secret". I browsed through some of it and it seems quite interesting.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Banana Living
This post is to help my friend launch his magazine, which will be out in the stores shortly. The website is up and running and is linked below. The magazine is geared toward the Asian-Canadian community but is open to all. I will be contributing articles and what not. Have a look!
Banana Living
Banana Living
My New Toy
I recently bought a new cellular phone, the Sony Ericsson Z710i, which features MP3 player, radio, and a 2.0 megapixel camera. Oh yeah, and I can talk on it too. It is compatible with the Sony M2 memory stick which means I now have an MP3 player with 1G of songs! Battery life is quite impressive: 9 hours of talk time and 15 days (!??!) of standby. So far I've only been successful at finding about 350 megs of worthy songs. I can probably keep the rest of the memory empty for photos and videos.
I love the new toy. Two nights ago at work when I was supervising, I spent every break closing my eyes and losing myself in my music, something I haven't done in a while. It's quite relaxing. I'm sure I'll wear out the battery quickly because I'm pretty sure playing music uses up more power than talking on the phone. Oh well, so be it.
I love the new toy. Two nights ago at work when I was supervising, I spent every break closing my eyes and losing myself in my music, something I haven't done in a while. It's quite relaxing. I'm sure I'll wear out the battery quickly because I'm pretty sure playing music uses up more power than talking on the phone. Oh well, so be it.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Alpha Dog
Originally I was going to go see Casino Royale again with Suzanne but it was sold out (still?) so the only other reasonable choice was this movie. I must admit I was pleasantly surprised. It wasn't just a typical drug movie. Sharon Stone put in a surprisingly powerful performance which just might garner a Best Supporting Actress nod. And for all you teenagers out there, yes, Justin Timberlake is in this movie, and for a debut he was pretty good.
Back to the Dungeon now.
Back to the Dungeon now.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Summary
The year has been both dull and interesting, if that makes any sense. Work is work... same shit different day. I've opened up a lot to Mel over the past few days, something I hope I won't regret having done (that's some weird grammar there). I've pretty much told her everything about my life, something I have not done to anybody else. And even though right now I'll have to say there's nothing serious, at least I have her as a confidante. Maybe the future will bring us together, but at least in the present we aren't apart.
Tomorrow is a graveyard shift, one of those rarities. Then my schedule is going to get weird, some midshifts, some graveyard shifts and even some day shifts thrown in. Just part of my job.
Tomorrow is a graveyard shift, one of those rarities. Then my schedule is going to get weird, some midshifts, some graveyard shifts and even some day shifts thrown in. Just part of my job.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
2007
And so begins another new year. I had a graveyard shift on January 1 and it was dreadfully slow. As a result, the night was pretty boring and dull and I ended up just walking around the casino for 8 hours. But at least it was less stressful and relaxing for once.
I don't know what 2007 will bring, hopefully more joy and happiness for me. There are a lot of unanswered questions about life, and worries about my future. But I guess that's part of every year.
I don't know what 2007 will bring, hopefully more joy and happiness for me. There are a lot of unanswered questions about life, and worries about my future. But I guess that's part of every year.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
The Calm Before the Storm
My first experience as a floor manager on New Year's Eve. It's going to be crazy with sick calls. I hope things aren't half as bad as I'm sensing they will be. My next post will probably be in 2007, so we'll see if it's a HAPPY one.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Bye Bye '06
The end of the year is near. Whoever had Saddam Hussein in the Death Pool before the end of the year must have made some money. OK I'm in a weird mood tonight. Long post will be coming soon when I feel like writing.
Monday, December 25, 2006
A Night at the Museum
No date, no plans, so when all else fails take self to movie. I thought a nice comedy would hopefully cheer me up and this movie did. The story was outrageous but the film itself was quite enjoyable. Ben Stiller is funny as usual, and any movie with Robin Williams in it can't be all that bad. I had a great time.
And now, once again, I shall wake up alone.
And now, once again, I shall wake up alone.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Friday, December 22, 2006
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Rocky! Rocky!
How can I resist one of the greatest underdog movies of all time? Even thought it's been almost 30 years since the original Rocky (how time flies) and my gut feeling was that this movie was going to suck, how could I, the perennial underdog, pass up the movie? Well, I wasn't disappointed. While the premise of the story is still a bit far fetched, I identified with the movie. So much of the movie mirrored my own life. No, I'm not a secret boxer or anything, but my underdog story is a lot like Rocky's.
And what can I say, when Rocky starts training for the fight and you hear the notes of Bill Conti's immortal theme, how can you not be inspired? During the fight itself, many of the moviegoers were shouting "Rocky! Rocky!" as if it were a real fight. And in some ways (for me at least), it's been a real fight. When you know you are up against unbeatable odds, when you know you are fighting an unwinnable fight, do you still fight? After all that's gone on for me in the last few months, perhaps it's only fitting that it ends with this movie. I end with an inspirational line from the movie, spoken by Rocky himself:
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very rough, mean place... and no matter how tough you think you are, it'll always bring you to your knees and keep you there, permanently... if you let it. You or nobody ain't never gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. If you know what you're worth, go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit."
And what can I say, when Rocky starts training for the fight and you hear the notes of Bill Conti's immortal theme, how can you not be inspired? During the fight itself, many of the moviegoers were shouting "Rocky! Rocky!" as if it were a real fight. And in some ways (for me at least), it's been a real fight. When you know you are up against unbeatable odds, when you know you are fighting an unwinnable fight, do you still fight? After all that's gone on for me in the last few months, perhaps it's only fitting that it ends with this movie. I end with an inspirational line from the movie, spoken by Rocky himself:
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very rough, mean place... and no matter how tough you think you are, it'll always bring you to your knees and keep you there, permanently... if you let it. You or nobody ain't never gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit... it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. If you know what you're worth, go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit."
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Crying
I can't remember the last time I cried because of something other than a movie. And now I feel so much pain and confusion inside.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
48 Hours
This Tuesday is the Christmas Party at work. While normally I'd be waiting anxiously to get drunk and act silly around my staff, I'm worried this year; worried I'll do something silly. There are a lot of things I don't mind embarrassing myself to do, such as karaoke, dancing on tables, taking my shirt off, etc. But the one thing I'm scared to (and hope I don't) do is do something regrettable in front of Mel. Yes, we are just friends (and very good friends at that) and she knows how much I care for her. So hopefully I don't make a COMPLETE fool of myself. Maybe I just won't drink. And Mel, if you happen to be reading this (since I did give you the link), whatever happens happens. If at the end of this all we are just good friends, that's fine. But if somehow in all of this craziness in the world we end up together, than it was worth the journey. I'm crazy about you. And right now you probably don't feel the same way about me yet, but I'm here for you anytime. I hope you know that by now.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Return to Graveyard (for one night)
Just got called into work today for the graveyard shift. It's been a while, as I've been on midshift for the last month. I hope I remember everything. Efficiency has been my motto but things can be quite challenging if the casino is busy at night. We shall soon see.
In the meantime, I hope my pretty little Mel gets better from her ugly little flu.
In the meantime, I hope my pretty little Mel gets better from her ugly little flu.
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Mel
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Mel
Happy Birthday to you
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Monday, December 11, 2006
8 More Hours
Short week for me. After Friday-Saturday off, I'm back to Tuesday-Wednesday off for two weeks, so it's my Friday again. I'm glad. These days off are quite precious now, because I don't want to suffer burnout from work. Hopefully I'll find something productive to do on my days off. Then again, doing absolutely nothing can be productive in its own special way.
Friday, December 08, 2006
Return of the Blues
It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. I'm relaxing after quite the momentuous week at work. I made a number of what turned out to be incorrect decisions at work, and generally my heart wasn't into it. Bonnie had talked about that passion for work that is necessary and I lost it this week. The stress, however small, has gotten to me again and it's affecting my performance. I could use a vacation, but what happens when I come back? Same shit different day again? There must be something better, I only hope I can find it soon.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Stranger Than Fiction
With nowhere to go and nobody to do anything with, I decided to go see this movie last night. I'm not a big Will Farrell fan, as I don't really like his brand of humor. But the movie was a pleasant surprise as there were elements of true drama in it. There were great performances from Dustin Hoffman and Emma Thompson (where has she been?), and I believe I saw Maggie Gyllenhaal for the first time in a movie, and she was radiant. She combines the innocence of Scarlett Johansson with the sexiness of Angelina Jolie. She could be the next breakout actress.
Friday, December 01, 2006
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Week End
And so ends another week in the life and times of a random guy in the universe. It's been a strange week, filled with confusion and worry, but in the end, things weren't as catastrophic as I originally thought. There is still a long road ahead to reach my goals and aspirations.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Deja Vu
I decided to brave the snow and catch this new flick with Denzel Washington. It was a standard drama with some weird things thrown in. I won't spoil it for anyone but suffice to say it was OK. I wish that the premise in the movie was something that actually existed in real life.
Snowing in November?
Yup, it's snowing big time in Vancouver. Who would have thought. Does this mean the water is going to be cleaner now?
Friday, November 24, 2006
SSDD
Another week has ended. Work is work. It's been a bit of a challenge this week, as I've had to deal with a number of sick calls at work. But it's all part of the job. I've learned to deal with situations as they arise. If these people want to call in sick, then I could really care less. If they don't give a shit about their job then so be it. I'm trying to do my job too.
Meanwhile, I've been losing sleep because maybe, just maybe, after all these years, I've found "her". It's so weird, I've been so used to failure I'm actually scared of success. I just don't want to screw things up for the 8724th time.
Meanwhile, I've been losing sleep because maybe, just maybe, after all these years, I've found "her". It's so weird, I've been so used to failure I'm actually scared of success. I just don't want to screw things up for the 8724th time.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Boiled Water My Ass
For those of you who do not live in the Lower Mainland, well, we are under what is called a boiled water advisory. Because of recent rainfall, dirt fell into the reservoirs or something like that. As a result, our water is undrinkable (yes, Vancouver water undrinkable). What this means is that we have to boil water before we brush our teeth and make, well, things with water. The big downside to all this is we don't have any friggin' ice anywhere. So there are no fountain drinks available ANYWHERE. I go to McDonald's, I can't order a friggin' combo. They have bottled water, whoopee doo. This is dumb. Can't get a bloody cold drink anywhere unless it's bottled. The end of the world is near.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Casino Royale
I am a huge 007 fan; as a result, I go to each and every new Bond movie as a harsh critic, expecting and hoping for the very best. With all the negative publicity that had surrounded the new movie, I wasn't expecting much. But I was wrong.
Daniel Craig's interpretation was more than adequate, and he reminded me a lot of the Sean Connery days, with a more grittier and meaner Bond, while Roger Moore was more comedic. And it's good to see Dame Judi Dench doing another fine performance as the bitchy M.
But for me, the thing that did it for me was the appearance of the delicious and ravishing Eva Green. For many, many years Barbara Bach (Agent XXX in The Spy Who Loved Me) was my favorite Bond girl of all time, a title that I never thought could be relinquished. And it's a tough choice this time. Eva Green stole the show in this movie. I laughed, I cried, I gasped (that dress at the poker game). They dressed pretty nice in this movie. I even gasped when Bond appeared in that $10,000 Brioni tuxedo. Yikes, where can I buy one?
I only wished I could have seen it with the equally ravishing Melody. But I shall see her tomorrow...
Daniel Craig's interpretation was more than adequate, and he reminded me a lot of the Sean Connery days, with a more grittier and meaner Bond, while Roger Moore was more comedic. And it's good to see Dame Judi Dench doing another fine performance as the bitchy M.
But for me, the thing that did it for me was the appearance of the delicious and ravishing Eva Green. For many, many years Barbara Bach (Agent XXX in The Spy Who Loved Me) was my favorite Bond girl of all time, a title that I never thought could be relinquished. And it's a tough choice this time. Eva Green stole the show in this movie. I laughed, I cried, I gasped (that dress at the poker game). They dressed pretty nice in this movie. I even gasped when Bond appeared in that $10,000 Brioni tuxedo. Yikes, where can I buy one?
I only wished I could have seen it with the equally ravishing Melody. But I shall see her tomorrow...
Ultimate Poker School
I attended the poker seminar yesterday; I didn't know it would go on for 9 hours! It was OK, most of the things they talked about was stuff I'd already known before. Even Phil Hellmuth's lecture was about topics he'd written about in his books. But Johnny Chan signed my bobblehead, Phil signed two of my books, and all the lecturers signed my shirt. I also got some pictures taken (I shall post these shortly). The first speaker was an incredibly beautiful girl who I'd never heard about from the poker world. But damn, she was hot. I'll keep everybody in suspense as to who she is.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Manager Perks
I was lucky enough to be invited to a lecture by a number of renowned poker players tomorrow (well technically today) at the River Rock Casino, including one of my heroes, Johnny Chan! The tickets for the seminar cost $495 but a number of us got to go for free. I'm going to get Johnny to sign my Johnny Chan bobblehead! Other lecturers include Phil Hellmuth (sorry, never really liked the guy) and two other guys. Who cares, Johnny Chan will be there! I can't wait.
Friday, November 17, 2006
Rocky Balboa
I supposed the movie will suck but anything just to hear the greatest music notes in movie history...
Long Weekend
Last weekend was supposed to be my long weekend but I had to work on the middle day, so instead it was this weekend. It's been an easy week workwise, everything has run smoothly at work with a few little hiccups, but that's part of the job. And now it's time to relax and see how many times I will see Casino Royale. But of course this weekend I hope to set up a date with one very special lady. We shall see what happens. Deal or No Deal (by the way, I should be hearing soon if I get chosen for an audition soon).
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Bond, James Bond
November 17, the new James Bond movie will be out, Casino Royale. As it was Ian Fleming's first novel, the movie will be a prequel of sort, about how it all began. With all the negative buzz regarding Daniel Craig, I will go to this film not expecting much but we shall see. Let's hope I can convince Mel to see it with me.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Deal or No Deal
I just spent two hours filling out the online form to apply as a contestant for the limited Canadian production of the game show. Now it's me against probably 20,000 people in BC. But you never know.
Just in case, I won't quit my day job just yet.
Just in case, I won't quit my day job just yet.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Babel
Not that I'm a Brad Pitt fan, but with all the critical acclaim of this movie, I decided to go see it, and I must admit it was quite enjoyable. The story was interwoven with subplots that all connected at the end (a la 21 Grams), and the whole movie for me was excellent... except for the ending which left me with questions (perhaps that is the intention). I think the Oscar buzz will begin for this movie.
Blind Date
For the second time in my life (as far as I can remember), I was set up for a blind date from a coworker. I went to White Spot and met Sandi. I think we were both nervous and sizing each other up. I'm not sure what she thinks of me, and currently, I'm not sure what I think of her. She is somewhat shy (as am I) but we'll see what happens.
In the meantime, there is still the matter of a pretty young lady at work that I've set my sights on. As Vandy always tells me, why do I always pick the difficult ones?
In the meantime, there is still the matter of a pretty young lady at work that I've set my sights on. As Vandy always tells me, why do I always pick the difficult ones?
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Work as Usual
Two more nights of supervising and then it will be midshift floor managing for about a month. I look forward to this time as I will have a lot of time to finetune and develop my managing skills. There is still a lot to learn but with what I know so far, I'm getting into the rhythm of things. This will give me time to concentrate on other things.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
The Prestige
I finally went to see this movie (with Lily), and although it wasn't as fabulous as I'd originally thought, I still enjoyed it. Scarlett Johansson was absolutely radiant and lit up the screen. I was a bit disappointed with the ending but I still recommend the movie.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Football Pool
I won the casino pool last week, for a cool $360! It was quite exciting because New England had to win (which they did) and the total points scored had to be 41 and under. After three quarters 38 points had already been scored but luckily nobody scored in the fourth quarter. Time to celebrate and party!
Happy Hallowe'en
I'm off so I don't have to dress up as a woman this year, even though 50% of the players wanted me to. It was a weird week at work and I'm glad it's over. Let's hope I can accomplish some things on my days off (very cryptic, isn't it?).
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Time Flew By
Has it been a week since my last post? Well, nothing much had happened, until last night. We were absolutely busy at work and there was so much OT everywhere. But I remained calm as a manager even though it was incredibly stressful. Tonight will be more of the same, because added to the possibility of keeping tables open, we are also setting clocks back, in which case some dealers will be doing 9 hour shifts at the end of the night. Oh well, OT is OT.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Wired
I was stupid enough to drink a Rock Star around midnight. Now I'm wide awake. And I have an appointment at 12pm to taste test some coffee!??! I'm getting $30 so I'll be even more wired. Meanwhile, The Prestige opens, but perhaps I should wait until next week so I can go see it with Lily (or someone else?). There is also Marie Antoinette. And very soon... Casino Royale!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Man of the Year
As a big fan of Robin Williams, I decided to go watch his latest movie, and as usual, he was funny. He was able to do a lot of his improv stuff. The movie itself was average, with nothing special about it. But I got to see the preview for Casino Royale, which I am look forward to. Also next week is the premiere of The Prestige, a movie I am very anxious to see because of two words: Scarlett and Johansson.
Friday, October 13, 2006
The Lake House
I had dinner with Lily and then went to her place to watch this video, a reunion between Sandra Bullock and Keana Reeves from that bus movie years ago. This movie was rather confusing and complicated and I still couldn't figure out the ending. So I must say thumbs down.
Then we watched Russell Peters Outsourced and that was awesome.
Then we watched Russell Peters Outsourced and that was awesome.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Next Time
I just got the call from my boss that I did not get the promotion to full-time floor manager. It was to be expected as I had to be realistic about my chances. I do not know who did get the position, but in the meantime, there is always next time
Good Morning
I am still feeling the after effects of my tiny bout with the flu. It's been over two weeks now and my nose is still a little stuffed up and my throat is still itchy. I guess it's not as bad as some other people at work.
Tomorrow (and I believe Thursday too) I get to start at the previously unheard of 7:15am. These are my first daytime FM shifts since the 24 hour started so it will be interesting to see what kind of zombie-like state I'm in at work. Starbucks better be open.
Tomorrow (and I believe Thursday too) I get to start at the previously unheard of 7:15am. These are my first daytime FM shifts since the 24 hour started so it will be interesting to see what kind of zombie-like state I'm in at work. Starbucks better be open.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Against All Odds (Again)
The interview is over, it didn't help I was a little bit late, and as usual I could have done better. Added to that, I am up against formidable competition. But you never know...
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Wordplay
Maybe I should have stayed at home but I needed to get out so I went to see this much talked about movie. I figured since I'd begun my crossword constructing career I should see this film, and it was quite interesting. I must pay more attention to independent films, as I have seen two very good ones this year (the other was Little Miss Sunshine). And now it's off to bed, or at least try to somehow get rid of this illness I have.
P.S. I'm waiting to hear some good news Johnny
P.S. I'm waiting to hear some good news Johnny
Precious Time Off
Two days off to recuperate from my flu (which appears to be getting worse), and then on Thursday 9am, I have an interview for the full-time Floor Manager position. I know I am up against incredible odds based on my low seniority and lack of experience, but you never know. I just hope I feel good enough to put forward a great interview. Time will tell.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Cough Cough
Just when I thought my dry throat and minor cough was getting better, I think I'm feeling the onset of a flu. My nose is starting to run and my throat is sore. Plus the minor cough is getting a bit major. And I sneezed a couple of times at work.
Translation: I feel like shit
Translation: I feel like shit
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Sick and Tired
It's been a rough week for me. We've been running around at work getting the 24-hour thing going and it hasn't been easy. We are understaffed and as a result the managers must efficiently run the casino as much as possible. Luckily we just got some new staff which should help a bit.
It also doesn't help at all that I've come down with a bit of the flu; cough and a bit of a sore throat. I bought a bottle of Benylin and drank it up in 24 hours (not a good idea). Hopefully I can get better soon.
It also doesn't help at all that I've come down with a bit of the flu; cough and a bit of a sore throat. I bought a bottle of Benylin and drank it up in 24 hours (not a good idea). Hopefully I can get better soon.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
The Battle
There is a promotion opportunity at work as a salaried/permanent floor manager (as opposed to my current position of Relief Floor Manager). What it essentially means is that I am on salary, will not get any more supervising shifts, and get better benefits (days off in lieu of stats, improved medical/dental, etc.). It will be a tough fight as I know there are a lot of candidates (some from other locations). But to not apply because I don't think I have a chance would be stupid. I never thought I'd have a chance to come back to the casino, let alone as a supervisor. I never thought I'd be able to get promoted to relief floor manager 17 months after coming back. So while this will be a tough battle, I shall fight the fight. David vs. Goliath.
Monday, September 18, 2006
Cruciverbalist
I've discovered a new hobby, the wonderful world of creating crosswords. I came across a book "Grid Lock" which perked my interest into this interesting pastime. It won't be easy but it will be something to do in my spare time. From what I've gathered, I can be paid anywhere from $50US to the hundreds for one good crossword puzzle. It won't be easy but I love a good challenge.
24
No, this isn't a post about the TV show, it's about my casino. As of today we are open 24 hours. It was a challenge to get used to the new lineups and figuring out new procedures. But the transition went pretty well, now let's hope we can make a lot more money!
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Boredom
Back to work, back to boredom as a supervisor. But next week will be interesting as the casino will go 24 hours. I'm still unsure of most of my shifts so it will be interesting to see what happens.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Time Went By... So Quickly
So much for my holiday, back to work in a couple of hours. But it was wonderful while it lasted. As opposed to going somewhere, I decided to hibernate and do as little as possible. I did go out and see some movies, and drove to the Seattle Premium Outlets with Albert, Mei, and Lil. But other than that, it was couch potato time. I caught up on sleep and now I'm refreshed. Let's see what I have waiting for me at work.
Meanwhile, I'm waiting anxiously for October 20, as that is the premiere of The Prestige. This looks like a good movie. I'd seen The Illusionist last week and since I love the word of magic, The Prestige will hopefully be just as good.
Meanwhile, I'm waiting anxiously for October 20, as that is the premiere of The Prestige. This looks like a good movie. I'd seen The Illusionist last week and since I love the word of magic, The Prestige will hopefully be just as good.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
The Wicker Man
Yikes, unfortunately I just saw the worst movie of the year. Why in the world did Nicholas Cage agree to star in this piece of trash? The only thing reasonably worthwhile in the movie was the supporting role of Leelee Sobieski, who I haven't seen in ages. Sister Honey, how appropriate a name was that?
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
The Illusionist
I briefly came out of hibernation to watch this movie and I'm glad I did. All I knew about the film was that it was about (guess) an illusionist in olden times. But the story was great and I thoroughly enjoyed the movie. Edward Norton played his starring role well and Paul Giamatti was his usual Oscar-caliber self. Rufus Sewell is very underrated as an actor, and his role as the evil Austrian prince was done masterfully. I was most impressed with Jessica Biel as the Duchess. Who knew she could actually act?
Monday, September 04, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Holidays
One more 11pm-7am shift and I am off for 9 days! I haven't had a long holiday like that in a long while. I've decided I'm just going to take it easy, although I'll probably go to the States on the weekend to the outlets for some shirt shopping. Meanwhile, I'll probably stay in bed for two days just to catch up on all the lost sleep this year.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Memories
Recently there was a posting for relief floor managers (2 for Richmond). As it turned out, there was also one that was promoted and sent to my location. This is good for me as it means that I am no longer the bottom of the totem pole. I do feel bad for some of my friends who applied but did not get the promotion. I remember how difficult it was when I did not get promoted twice before I finally did. It's a tough feeling, so I hope those friends (that read this blog) do not give up and strive for success the next time.
Monday, August 28, 2006
When Do I Work?
Another week of work is over for the time being. It was an interesting week because my schedule consisted of two opening shifts (9am-5pm) followed by a relief shift (4:30pm-12:30am) and ending with a night shift (11pm-7am). And now it's time to relax. Tomorrow, Michael and I will be going to the States to play some golf.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Snakes on a Plane
With all the Internet hype surrounding this movie I of course had to see it. I went in expecting an incredibly dumb movie but I must say I was pleasantly surprised at how "decent" it was. It obviously won't win any major awards but in the end, I'll give it two thumbs up. Let's just say the best parts were when certain people were bitten in some interesting places.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Addendum to Previous Post
...and it sucks. I can't believe she samples Grease on one of her songs. Then again, she IS kinda greasy.
Monday, August 21, 2006
I'm Back
My Internet was acting weird so I haven't been on for a few days, but I'm back. Did anybody miss me? All this coincided with a soso week at work. The weekends were busy at work and so I had to hand out OT for the supervisors, something I don't like to do but must when demand dictates it. It was also "challenging" to take the floor at night from a relief floor manager who is from River Rock. They run the floor differently over there based on the fact they have more staff. I don't think it is feasible to open every table in the casino at our location when there is little or no backup.
After tonight's closing shift, I have my two days off (hopefully) and then a couple of daytime floor shifts!???! I can't believe I have to go from working at 11pm-7am to the dreadful (but normal for others??) 9am-5pm shift. Well, that's the way things go.
I hope everyone is well.
After tonight's closing shift, I have my two days off (hopefully) and then a couple of daytime floor shifts!???! I can't believe I have to go from working at 11pm-7am to the dreadful (but normal for others??) 9am-5pm shift. Well, that's the way things go.
I hope everyone is well.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Little Miss Sunshine
I went to see this dark comedy with Kim tonight, and it was much better than I'd expected. I would never have seen this movie if Kim hadn't suggested it. The ending was hilarious.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Creativity
My work week ended on a somewhat high note, as I finished off with a challenging but "successful" night of managing. It was surprisingly busy for a Monday night (compared to Sunday night) and it took a lot of creativity to avoid handing out OT. But somehow things worked out perfectly. And now it's time to relax for two days (hopefully).
Sunday, August 13, 2006
The Streak is Over
After all those easy nights as closing manager, everything fell apart tonight, as the casino was considerably busy for a Saturday night. As a result I had to give OT to some of the supervisors. I'd had a streak going where there was no OT, but last night the streak ended. Well, at least I still have the "no OT for dealers" streak going.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
It Wasn't Me
Well I didn't win the 6/49 jackpot, let's hope NOBODY else did so the Wednesday jackpot will be something ridiculous.
You Never Know
The jackpot for the Lotto 6/49 is estimated at $42 million (I'm sure the final amount will be higher) so I guess I should buy some tickets just in case. Wow, imagine if...
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Music of the Night
I just returned from watching Phantom of the Opera with Lily. It was as wonderful as I'd remembered. The lead roles were done by unknown actors but they did a pretty good job. The story was just as sad and heartbreaking. I had a great time.
And so ends my one day off. I'm back to the grind tomorrow as a supervisor, then it's managing for a while I'd assume.
And so ends my one day off. I'm back to the grind tomorrow as a supervisor, then it's managing for a while I'd assume.
Bad Drivers
Who the f*ck scratched the front of my car? It's a barely noticeable little nick on the fender, probably caused by some bad driver who backed into me. It is theoretically possible that I bumped into something myself but I don't think so. Oh well, it was bound to happen. A little Vivid Blue Pearl paint will get it back to new. Just have to make sure it's the right blue.
I'm picking up Lily in about 2 hours and off we go to see Phantom. I can't wait.
And by the way, here's my usual "I had a wonderful night at work" post. Even Rosey (my shift manager that night) was saying I'm doing well now, and mentioned I'm quite meticulous in my work. That must be a good friend.
I'm back to supervising tomorrow night and then I'm assuming it's closing shifts for a while since one of the managers will be working the PNE.
I'm picking up Lily in about 2 hours and off we go to see Phantom. I can't wait.
And by the way, here's my usual "I had a wonderful night at work" post. Even Rosey (my shift manager that night) was saying I'm doing well now, and mentioned I'm quite meticulous in my work. That must be a good friend.
I'm back to supervising tomorrow night and then I'm assuming it's closing shifts for a while since one of the managers will be working the PNE.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Phantom
Another great week at work is about to end, hopefully tonight is just as easy as the other nights have been. It seems that all I want to post about is how great work has been, but that's the truth. I really am comfortable now, and yes, there are still things I can improve upon but overall everything is becoming second nature.
My days off will be busy, even with the slight change in my days off (Tuesday/Thursday instead of Tuesday/Wednesday). I'm going to see Phantom of the Opera on Thursday with Lily (haven't seen her in eons). Meanwhile I'm going out with Christie on Tuesday and Wednesday.
My days off will be busy, even with the slight change in my days off (Tuesday/Thursday instead of Tuesday/Wednesday). I'm going to see Phantom of the Opera on Thursday with Lily (haven't seen her in eons). Meanwhile I'm going out with Christie on Tuesday and Wednesday.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Movie Reviews
I saw two movies on my days off.
You, Me, and Dupree: much better than I'd expected, and Kate Hudson looked pretty hot.
Miami Vice: worst movie I've seen in a long time; predictable. But the delicious Gong Li was in it. Nevertheless, two thumbs down
You, Me, and Dupree: much better than I'd expected, and Kate Hudson looked pretty hot.
Miami Vice: worst movie I've seen in a long time; predictable. But the delicious Gong Li was in it. Nevertheless, two thumbs down
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Life is Good
I ended my work week with a fabulous night at work, free of any problems (unsolvable ones at least). Even though we were short supervisors I managed to pull off another one of my patented "no OT" miracles, and managed to spend the last hours or so relaxing and chatting with Rosey, my shift supervisor. Even she told me to just relax. It was nice to end on a good note and now I have two days to relax.
Johnny, I hope things work out for you in your accident claim.
Johnny, I hope things work out for you in your accident claim.
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